just to let everyone know, im not dead. im mean my gosh, i got 15 messages asking if i was okayy. but yeah, i am fine. thanks for asking.

Randice    x33

I will write in here tomorrow to make up for my missed days. okay?

i hope everyone enjoys reading my blogs. they are quite interesting if you think about it. sometimes funny.

-Randice Leigh-

Cassen <33

im dying my hair a dark dark dark dark dark brown- like Summers is. almost black. and im think im either going to put bleach blonde hi-lites in it or put light light light light brown hi-lites in it.....which one?

oh yeah--im letting my hair grow out as long as it can get- i was at the hospital the other day b4 my surgery and i seen this womans hair down to her FLIPPIN KNEES!! i wish my hair was that friggin long!!!!!!! ahh. or at least like Summers

but i know for sure im dying my hair that color. just not sure what hi-lites to put in it.

ok, i have made some choices.

1. I think im going back to being Christian but still believe in Wiccan.
2. Im going to stop cussing. period.
3. I am going to ask Cassen out when i go back to school.
4. If things dont work out^^--Im giving Raphael a chance.
5. Im going Punkish Prep
6. Im buying drums.
7. Im learning to play the drums.
8. Im telling summer we are starting a band and SHE will get to be the singer.
9. ^^i will play the drums and she will play the guitar.
10. I hope my choices dont screw up anything with me.

oh and one more thing....
11. IM GOING TO BED...like now!<----lol.

i hope some people took time out of their day to read this.
and if you did. please let me know in a comment or something and i will thank you!!

good night everyone.  <33

Cassen
Gothic kick ass dude that
i like ALOT! but i dont know
if he feels the same way about
me as i do him. he flirts alot but
he does that with EVERYGIRL
that he talks to. and he is
SWEET
as hell!! and he goes to the
middle school-8th grade. and
he rides my bus so i see him
like everyday on there. and i
get to talk to him everyday on
there. i think he likes me tho.

--OR--

Raphael
A spanish dude I dont know
that REALLY wants to meet
me and keeps asking Summer
about me..she says you cant tell
he is Spanish, but idk how my fam
would react to that one. and he goes
to a different school than me-which sux.

which one is more me?..i really need to know soon.
i like Raphael as a friend but i dont know him that well.
but i know cassen since last year. who should i pick?
PLEASE HELP ME OUT HERE PEOPLE!!
ESPECIALLY IF YOU KNOW WHAT THIS
FEELS LIKE!!!
-->>.-arghhhhhh-.<<--

ok, its been awhile since i posted a blog. so heres whats been going on::

i broke up with michael and asked him back out then broke up with him again.
tiff came over for a few days and we went to the mall twice and flirted with these hotties biggggg time. well i didnt really like them. tiff was the one who liked them the most. but i had loooottts of funn! then the next day we went. Destiney went with us. there was sooo many more hotties that I liked!!! <33 and i spotted them b4 tiffani did! tiffani tried to take Destineys braclet that destiney found on the ground. see Destiney gave it to tiffani to put on for about 2 minutes and she said she forgot about it. so she was like can i wear it for a little bit? --> asking destiney. and destiney gives into anyone. she said yes. and so she let her wear it for a little bit. then i asked her to give it back to her like 3 times and she said "i will geez, quit asking" i said ok what ever. so we was leaving the mall and got about to the second light from the mall and destiney asked her for it. i was like--go destiney, i guess you would jus have to know destiney like i do. cuz shes not one to ask for something. but anyways, tiffani was like ohhh yeah i about forgot. i was thinking--uh huh. yeah what ever. i told destiney that she didnt forget she was going to keep it. but i think its pretty. destiney said she would let me borrow it sometime since i picked it up for her and since i kept asking tiffani for it. gahh do i love her to death!!!!!!!! x0x0x0x0  hehe
well my cat got killed- my neighbors dog attacked her. i cried soooo much. youd NEVER know. they even offered to put her to sleep<--there dog. and we said no. that wouldnt have been right. we couldnt do that to them. especially not my best friend or her sister and their family. that would make me cry even more!!
well right now, i am drinking some SunDrop that we had with our supper, but i got new. and Summer came over and ate supper with me. Destiney was gonna but didnt get to. she had to go home.  oh well. i had funn. me and summer watched some movies and hung out. i am NOT going to to say what we talked about.Right now, i have this REALLLLY BiiGGG crush on this dude named Cassen. gahh he is soooo PerFecT!! and sweet, and fine oh and did i mention he was
P-E-R-F-E-C-T-!-! ?????   well he is! dag nabit! there is a loooong story behind this all and im not telling all these people one of my deepest darkest secrets!! but if you HAVE to know then you will take time and ask me what it is in a comment or something. but i will tell you then. maybe. i dk though. it all depends on who you are!! but i dont get on here everyday so if you dont get a response like the next day, dont freak and ask why havent i told you. i will tell you if i am going to tell you or not. but its like REALLLLY major.
anyways. i know this is kinda sorta REALLLY early to be thinking about this but...
which sounds better for a girls name?
Heather Marie
Heather Aubree
Heather Marie Aubree
Heather Aubree Marie
Kaylent Marie
Kaylent Aubree
Kaylent Marie Aubree
  --or--
Kaylent Aubree Marie
or none of these?   please tell me the truth. i like them all.
but i want everyone elses opinion.
no, im not planning on having kids ANYTIME soon!!!
im not even old enough to marry yet...lol
but i know who i want to marry.  <33 lol. yahh right.

well i had surgery monday the 16th of Jan. and its not been going good at all here lately. i have beena bitch lately. but i cant help it.
well i got a new bed.. go me. yay. lol. i love it, i think im going to spray paint it though.  dont like white that much. but it can do for now. idc though.

back to cassen. he is ALL i think about non-stop. no this is NOT lust. it is LOVE!! got it??..good! ok, were straight on that. yay.
cassen- ok here we go, Destiney is going to ask him if he likes me or not, hopefully he will say yeshh! i hope. but she is going to take a picture of him tomorrow. she was going to take one of him today, but unfortuanately he wasnt there. so she couldnt, which sux!! ALOT!! but she said when they got to their bus stop in the after noon she said it looked like he had been sleeping outisde, she said his pillow was outisde. she ALSO said his hair was messed up but it looked good that way. but i dont know. i wish i could have went to school today and taken my exams normally. unfortunately i cant bc of this stupid ass surgery, i have to be the odd ball in the family and have wierd toes that are stupid looking and they hurt me!! ughh.
i hate my life. arghh. but anyways.

i cant think of anything else right now. so im going to go for now. its like 2:00 in the damn morning. glad i dont got school tomorrow!!   yay. a-hahaha for all the bitches that do! have funn with the exams!! 
i done took them stupid annoying things!!  hehe haha hoho. pshht!

bye for nows,
-Randice-
L E I G H

Randice
's
Cassen
---------
Forever
!!!!!!!!!!

be  jealous,
you  whore
-b---a---g-

OmG!

Michael is short!!!  so is Mayson but atleast hes not touchy touch like Michael!!!

Me and Michael went a little far!!    it made me a little mad though. i dont know why. hes just too fast for me. idk but i cant handle somebody like that!!
i dont know how long it will last though.

i hope they dont get to come down for the super bowl bc i REALLY dont want to be with him any longer!!!  and alot of my family is going to be there so if he does come my family is going to see us!! and i dont want that!
my family is over protective of me!!  i dont know why but they are!!!

well my new years was splended  not but i had funn!!

I know summer dont care about him that much but mayson really seems to like summer and she seems to like him, even though she dosent want to admit it!!!

any ways, Im talking to Mayson on the computer right now so imma go for now..

byees

Randice Leigh

Michael

well happy new years everyone.

but i am sad and happy all at once::

sad:
i cant see michael right now 
summer is crying and its killing me!!

happy:
once i go to sleep tonight i get to go see michael  
todays new years eve
summers going with me to SC.
michael is giving me a kiss on new years     

so i guess i should be happy, bc'ause there is more reasons on my happy list than sad. but i cant help it, everytime i look at his picture, think about him, listen/hear to our song, hear his voice, talk on the phone with him; I cry my eyes out. it just happens. and i cant help it!!!  im crying as i type*-  i am really trying to stop, but its like smoking- once you start, it takes for ever to stop.

but i cant wait till new years, when the ball drops. bc'ause i love himm soo much!!

Michaels brother Mayson likes Summer..and i dont guess she wants to get that through her bigg dagome head!!  but i guess its ok if she still loves my brother ((wesley))  and Mayson ReAlLy ReAlLy wants to hook up with her, she wont do it. but o well..thats her loss on a totally sweet guy. but i really am taking her to SC to help me through things with michael. like if he trys something on me and i dont want to go to that level with him quiet yet. so i hope she will be there for me. like she says shell be. but i hope she finds a friend intrest in Mayson at least and dosent just shut him off completely.

well im going to bed now bc i have to get up kinda early tomorrow well my case about 12 or 1. and its like 5:00 right now. i cant go to sleep right now either. bcause i cant stop thinking about him at all!!!!  i just love him with everything i have!!!

-Randice Leigh South-
+
-Michael Blair Lovett-
Forever and always!!!
baby, lets make it last, forever!!! <33

-Randice Leigh South  +  Summer Marie Dellinger  =  BFFE!!

-Summer Marie Dellinger-
+
-Wesley Andrew South-
Forever!!!!

I am soo happy!!!  i can not wait until new years eve!!!  i am going to see michael that day and we are staying at his house, and for you perverted minds..NO i am NOT sleeping with him!!!   anyways. i cant wait!!

he said he was going to kiss me when it hits 12:00!!!    ohh yess!!

he said for my new years/late christmas present he was going to give me something "shiney"!!!!
^^if you have any ideas please tell me..thanks

i cant wait..he will be my first and ONLY kiss!!!  hehe!!  <33

i love michael soo much!!!  he is all mine!!!

Randice 's Michael with all of her heart and soul!!
hes my everything!!! 

i...

•love...
•miss...
•need...
•want...
•have to have...
•did i mention LOVE...

...him.

gah i want him soo bad!!  i just wanted to runn to his house when he told me his dream and asked me if i would marry him if we were older!!!  of course i said yes!!

just thought i'd let ya know..since its been a while!!! 

-Randice

I woke up this morning and found presents under my tree. I didnt really expect that many but i got more than i thought.

I will start from my very first christmas party of this year.

(1) I am wiccan so i went to Yule. And we had funn sat around talked and played Yankee swap. I wasnt in it though. I didnt know we were suppose to bring a present to play it. But i had soo much funn!!!!

(2) Me my mom and my step dad went to one at our friends house. This might take a while to read. But here it goes. We got there and just sat around for a couple of minutes until everyone showed up. They set up the food and we ate. after i got done i went to the boys room..they are only 10 and 5!! so dont think anything. but they had friends over too. a 13 year old and a 12 year old. the 12 year old liked me. eww hes like really ugly too. and plus i got my baby michael!!!  <33  any ways, we was in the boys room and he came by me and said "Hey Hottie". ecckkk!!!  and so i was like w.e and pushed him away. he came back in the room and he thought i had left but i was only in the bath room and i went back in there and he was under the covers in a corner and i dont think he could see me. cuz he kept saying "Johnmichael, Randice better not be in here cuz shes like a total hottie"  and i will admit my face turned blood red!!!  i was sooo embarressed but any ways, he left like 25 minutes later!!!  THANK GOD!!! then a little later we left.  but i had a GREAT time!!  except for that boy and when he stuck a candy cane under my ass!!!!  ugh!  god he gets on my nerves!!!

(3) My third party was with my dads family. I went to conover and had a family get together at my aunts house. had a totally great time. there was this guy there. hes sorda my step brother but he sooo finee!!!    o well hes got a girl friend anyway. but i got some presents from them. not alot though.   I got these things:

•pair of pants
•sweater
•shirt with a hood on it
•a watch necklace and earring set
•$20.00
•a card
 and some other little things.

(4) Ok, last but not least- my stepdads side. HAD LOTS OF FUNN!!! we sat around, ate and dilly doddled around. then we opened presents!!!  i got quiet a bit and i think my best friend is gonna kill me for what i got!! but heres all that i got:

•a cheetah hat- thats what shes gonna take of mine    lol
•a diary thing
•a gift card- $40.00
•a basket full of bath stuff
•and other cool stuff.

I still havent opened up presents from my moms side because they live in the mountains and i dont get to see them on christmas because they live up there and it snows all the time...i wish it did here though!!! 

then when i got up this morning i grabbed my smallest present and went up to the biggest one.
these are all from my mom and step dad:::

•purse- one of them dangly ones
•a basket of body stuff
•and my FAVORITE-  a seasons pass to carowinds for 2006. oh and guess what?..Michael got one from christmas too!!   =D heck yess!!! i think our moms planned it or something. but idk.

then i opened my stockin and got some new make-up, gum, some kind of chips..but they are good!!! and some other little things.

we went and ate breakfast at grandmas house. it was soo good!!

i had funn everywhere i went.

but guess what?...I LOVE MICHAEL SO DAGOME MUCH ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY!!!!!!!   <33  i love him like no other!!!

-Randice-
    's
-Michael-

I cant wait until New Years because I am going to see Michael for the first time ever!! yaya!!!  cant wait!!!!!!!  B/C I LOVE HIM!!!!!!

My mom is friends with his mom- thats how we met. sord-of.
well my mom was talking to his mom and his mom said something to mine and then my mom came and told me.  she told me his mom said that he considers me as his girlfriend.- aint that sweet?  GOSH- I just LOVE him!!!!!  <33
^^^But he never asked me out?    Oh well its cool with me!!! X•D

Gosh, do i love him?

!!Randice 's Michael!!

-Randice

Would you call this Love???  or Lust???

-Do I talk about him too much???..if I do..tell me..and I will talk about him even more!!!!  X•D

ok I haven't ask Michael out or he hasn't ask me out.
but we keep saying, "I love you!!"   Like 2 or 3 times in 5 minutes and I always think about him and he says he thinks about me all the time too.
would you consider us to go out?....I would REALLY like to hear your opinion!!

Everytime I sign on he is on and he IMs me.
But we haven't met yet or I would ask him out in a heartbeat!!


When I...

•See him•
•Talk to him•
•Hear his name•
•Think about him•

...I get butterflys

Thats all said and done...<33

But the reason I wrote this is to get your opinions about that question..please comment me...and tell me..but remember - we DONT go out, even though I wish we did!!!  :'-(

im sooo over Jacob..hes a a** hole!  ive been talking to some one else now and his name is michael!!! and he is soo sweet!!  he even wrote me a poem. but we are not dating..just talking. bad thing is he lives all the way in SC and we havent met. so thats why im not going out with him yet..but i want to see him sooooo bad!!!
you just have no earthly idea!!   i cant even explain.

i just love him....<33333

muahz...

I LOVE MICHAEL L.!!!  <33

you can leave comments on my blog..Im NOT going to shoot you!!

ok..you tell me this...

I called Jacob and was ready to talk to him....his mom picked up.

her: hello?
me: hey
her: can i help you?
me: yes
her: how?
me: is Jacob there?
her: no im sorry he is at his girl friends house
me: WHAT?
*she hung up*

wtf?...:'-(  oh well hes history!!!

ok i know all i have been talking about is the surgery..but you know you would talk about it if you had your foot wrapped up since the 3rd of november and wasnt able to walk..so i thought i would tell you i got the wrap tooken off today for good!!!!    until my next surgery for my other foot!!     and thats gonna suck..but im going to have funn while i can!!!!
but i would have more fun if i werent grounded!!!!   ugh!!

any ways..im soo happy!!!  if you would read yesterdays blogs then you would also know why else i am happy but summer...you know the drill!!!
^^^dont you say a thing!!! (summer)^^^

any ways.....   i love you

JNG has stolen my heart...   lets hope he dont run away with it....
^^^^I LOVE YOU SOO EFFIN MUCH BOI!!!

guess what?...

im getting my dagom pins out tomorrow!!!  im soo happy!!  you just dont know..i will be able to walk again!! HECKKKK YESSSS BABYYYY!!!!

which means im not going to school tomorrow because my appt. is at 11:10 and there is no point in me going to school!!!    haha!

have funn!!

Jacob <33

yaya!!! I finally got a BF!!!  his name is Jacob Gaptar,

im not going to say i love him quiet yet. we just started going out!!!

IM SOO HAPPY!!  YAYA!!!    :-)  :-)  :-)  :-)  :-)  :-)

Randice
           and
   Jacob
        Forever     

-Randice

i love my best friend summer marie dellinger!!!  time's 4625665265266256329638585963698748596958665
multiply that by 1 zillion!!  and youll be half way there!! :-)
^^^^^^ Im sooo sorry girl!!!  ='( ^^^^^^

<33

well here it is::

I GOT PERSONIFICATION, YEAH
IN MY THROAT, YEAH

I GOT PERSONIFICATION, YEAH
IN MY FEET, YEAH

I GOT PERSONIFICATION, YEAH
IN MY KNEES, YEAH

I GOT PERSONIFICATION, YEAH
IN MY HANDS, YEAH

I GOT PERSONIFICATION, YEAH
IN MY CHEEKS, YEAH

I GOT PERSONIFICATION,
ALL IN MY BOD-Y!!   YEAH

I GOT PERSONIFICATION, YEAH YEAH YEAH

I GOT PERSONIFICATION,                                       YEAH!

we was bored and just sittin on the bus in the morning and all of a sudden she says, i got personification in my throat, i was like Destiney??  blonde moment..personification is a english word..you dumby!!!       so we was just sittin there and she just started singing this song about personification in her throat in a teeny tiny voice!! so we made it into a song..you may not think this is funny but if you knew me and destiney and what we acted like together..you would understand..you would think that was one of the littlest things we have did yet!!  haha..we sung it together..but we couldnt stop laughing...and im the one who says the YEAH!

and i said it too loud i think..haha..i think some people heard us but didnt say anything..then we asked Daniel Rogers if he wanted to hear it and he said..there is no such thing as personification in your throat!!! HE IS SOO GAY!!

ok..we was just sitting there on the bus i was doing my make-up and destiney got some of my make up and put it on destineys hand then he got it off and put it on her moms jacket!!!!  =O    and so i got him back, i put it on his pants, and it looked like mud....but he didnt think so, he said he was going to put ink from a pen all over my face one day in the morning on the bus so i would have to go to school looking that way..and i did it to him in the after noon...i think hes a lil pussy though. cuz he didnt even come to school today!!!!   haha....well thats my day/yesterday..

Randice

its been a while since i wrote in here so im writing about life...well its kindof boring at the moment with out a b/f in my life  *cough*cough* SUMMER!!!

I really hope we can work out this weekend. like i mean i hope destiney summer and amber can all stay at my house this weekend...i hope summer dosent throw a hissy fit that i want destiney to come over too. she used to have them but i think she got over that..and I LOVE THEM BOTH AS MUCH AS EACH OTHER!!!! but any waies...i hope it works out!!!!  <33

well today at school mr. henley was actually nice to me!!!...he didnt say anything mean to me...and ms. barger was cool today and mrs. mosteller wasnt even there  =D  hallelujah!!  and mr. holt...hes always cool!!!   ne waies......................<33

<33Randice Leigh<33

ALERTS

I HATE SEEING THIS!!!

i have another name on here::    it is MsConfused   add me!!!!   ;)

*confused*

i got this
    not
    cuz
    i'm
    hot
    lol*

like all my friends!! <33